Passive agressivness really does burn my ass

And maybe I am hyper sensitive to it. I can entertain that notion.

Anyhow this is what happened.

I listened to a 10 min. audio clips of some comedians. I laughed out loud twice. I may have snickered several times.

A few min after which I get told by a peer (a very loud peer at that)... "you gotta stop laughing so hard out loud lady!"

Not, hey keep it down you are bugging me, Just that she is on my side and I am a fucking bitch for not appologizing for laughing. I only appologized for bugging her. 

Which seems to me as totally passive aggressive. Oh, and she total me I had been doing it for like an hour... impossible as I hadn't even been at my desk for a whole hour. 

I just have a personal belief that human beings should not be told to stop expressing joy... 

I suck it up constantly over the noise on this row. And get told I wear my headphones too much... I can't win for losing with these people. 

When I told a friend about it this is what he said: 

"wait till you start hitting people..then they'll think laughing wasn't so bad"



Wit is gonna get me canned - either mine or someone else's

I need to write a song

about my work and my boss

Title options:

Soul Sucking Cube

Make it fucking POP

That old bitch hates me

Should I be scared?

Random shit to love:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjcH2UmK1uo&NR=1


So I posted this on CL:


quirky bbw lookin' for a freak


jonathan coulton, zombies, photoshop, css, spinach, costumes, painting, gluing peeps to things, rope, sex, conversation, they might be giants, the donnas, massive attack, tim burton, camping, kickboxing... these are some of the things I like. What are some of the things you like?
Oh, I guess I should also include some basic facts. I am in my late 30's, short, dark, and frickin' weird. I am a big gal (you can call it curvy, bbw or whatever but I like my self, fat and all). I am single, you be too ~ though depending on the sitch poly is okay. I tend to dig creative, quirky, geeky guys... it would be a good idea if you were older than 27 and younger that 48.
Anyhow if I caught your attention send me an email, tell me what you are down for and try to capture my interest — full sentences will help with that.
I can do the pic exchange thing and of course all the usually disclaimers apply: Be disease free and a safe player, do not be incarcerated, etc.

and when I went to the verifier part the word they had me type in was

men mortuary

MEN MORTUARY for fuck's sake! In a post seeking mr. right now or a boyfriend or some funny email at least. I choose to see it as the universe putting together these two things:

a post for a dude and a post with the word zombie in it