I am not taking care of myself. I have been eating things that hurt me, not setting my self up for good habits, spending money I shouldn't without thinking, not drinking or exercising enough, setting myself up for rejection, being a flake and beating myself up for it. Just general low spirally crap.
I am the only person responsible for taking care of me. While I am lonely am just fine being alone. I want to care about someone and I want someone in my life who cares about me in a truly connected way. I am a good person. A generous person. I deserve to love and be loved. I need to stop being candy ass about it and do a much better job of loving myself. That doesn't mean putting a bunch of goals down and feeling bad about it when I fail. To feel good I need to exercise, paint, be a better parent, and meet people to care about. To feel good I need to take better care of my body, my home and my spirit. I have everything I need to be happy. I want to find someone to share with and listen to.
Let's start with some small goals for today.
Call the school
Call Kiaser
Call Lu
Get money into the account
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