Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Self Realization

I have been stumped lately when it comes to making much needed cloths for myself. And for the longest time now I have been puzzled as to why. On the train this morning while sleeping through my stop I figured it out. I don't like my body right now. So to make cloths  right now wuold be the equivilent of shopping when I feel really REALLY blobby. Ewwww. Talk about self esteem bashing.

So I took that energy and made home-made pre-packaged food for myself this week. And I skipped the peanutbutter m&m's this morning. And I WILL GO TO THE GYM tonight after accupuncture. Even if it is for 15 fucking minutes.

The other thing is that I have to return to this  journaling business.

So far today I have had

half a bottle of water
half a cup of tea
one cup of coffee
about 2/3rds of a cup of scrambled egg whites
Med. Salad
1 square quiche
Leftover eggplant and green beans

Went to accupuncture
Biked to the Y
Got a new Y ID
Did 5 min hard on stair thingy
Dis 5 min med on bike
Did 100 reps on arms

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