And here we are

So it has been almost 2 months since the surgery and I am finally feeling fantastic... not that eating isn't still fraught with challenges - but really it should be ;). I am going back to Aikido this friday -- grrr.

Phone call from the Y-camp. Hazard said "bullshit" during a baseball game and was not going to be able to go on a big trip... the biggest on of the week. I paid a lot of money for this camp and by god they are gonna take him!! Grrrrr. He needs to keep it together.

But back to positive things. I am down to a consistent and solid 230, I gave away all my cloths that were too big and as a carrot I am waiting until I get down to 215 before I buy any more cloths for myself.

I am totally inspired art wise - started my day of the dead series... bloodsweatandpaint.com

And started taking pictures and such for a erotica series... it think it will be sorta dark at then end but quite fun to do. I need to practice my figurative work badly. And I really need paper... lots of paper --- ooooh, I will bring home the stuff that has been in the drawer here. Yippy - it is layout bond but that is okay. And I need a proper set of pencils and charcoals.

We will also be restarting blue tryp... though we might segue over to covenworks.com



And lastly updates. So quirky east coast guy (now known as Lipstick Dave) wasn't "feeling it". But at least I got a brush off phone call - Unlike Bad-Manners Jeff. So it was a let down but crushingly so... it was just another little chip of rejection and that is never fun. But on that note I am gonna pat myself on the back (cause no one else is) for being brave and still putting it out there... I keep trying and meeting new people - risking that rejection. Which makes my stomach clench up but there it is.