So I am having a flipping anxiety attack. The landlord called. After I had left the note with David. Grrrrr. I wanted to get there first. He asked me to call him back today and I did. But got his message machine. This is so tension ridden. Grrr. I need to find a way to lower my overhead or make some more fucking money... I vote for the second option as I am not living high off the hog as it is. I need to focus on getting my site back up for sure.

Ick. I hate this feeling and I don't want to move! It is soooo much work and I have move a million (7) in the last 6 years.
What can I do to make some money and still be a good parent and a whole person and an artist and a friend.