rejection

rejection sucks

I don't want feel this way.
And I guess I do. I asked the universe to gift me with things that matter. Well If the rejection didn't matter I wouldn't feel this way. What is the lesson... Be careful what you ask for?

I think it feels this intense because it is a effective reminder of past rejections, particularly the break up with my ex-husband.

Oh, well. I am moving on - it doesn't do to wallow. It would have been nice to at least get a blow off email though. I well and away deserve that.