Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Danger, Will Robinson, Danger

So I have recently found there is an inherent danger in long drawn out email contact without depth. This being contrary to the more obvious danger of email contact with depth with which I have much experience with.

One can start to crush on the idea of what you want someone to be as opposed to who they really are. In fact wanting to be in "like" puts one is a precarious position all together. Not a bad thing but something that one should be aware of. Especially when the person you have contact with (via email mostly) has all the superficial hallmarks of someone I could be really really into - the hallmarks of a perfect boyfriend light (expiration date included).

I think I am spending waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much time in my own head and need to stop being a narcissistic black hole of loneliness. I shall embrace my loneliness and use it's power for good.

song: "The Three of Us - Show Mix"

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