Very odd. I was on the platform after seeing the folks at Kaiser and getting my surgery date and had an epiphany. I am perfectly okay they way I am and if my body doesn't change that is okay too. I am cute and good enough - dare I say worthy of all the things I want to get/give. Ya, know like love, sex, attention, time. I think this is the first time I was truly aware of being okay with myself since I was about 3 years old. It is nice and strange.
On another note, what with the surgery being in three min or less I am gonna have to slow down on the dating... In all honesty I would rather be spending my time working out or finding a way to do martial arts again.
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