Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Did I just invite myself to get angry again

Yes, yes I did. Damn silly of me. Though it was with the intention of taking the high road. REALLY. I swear. I was pretty done with the big mad.

But Mike left a pile of whatnot at my house... some of it telling, some of it possibly not cheap. I thought about tossing it or giving it awe but that felt kinda weird. I wish I could have just waved a magic wand and made it go away, made it never have been left with me... like so many ghosts of lame things past. Just sad and silly.

Anyhow I emailed him and gave him the option of retrieving his goods on Sunday. One time offer only. That way I could feel good about it. Cause tossing somebody's stuff is an asshole move and I am not a jerk.

Anyhow, I when I was sending the email I felt good about it. Peaceful even. And then my low grade mad kinda got swollen up cause I didn't get an instant response. Which is red... just silly. So all the mad is in my own head. I did it to myself. Wow.

I will now lighten up and enjoy the prospect of an evening in great company.

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