Tuesday, November 02, 2010

housekeeping my lifestyle

Keeping reality in mind what can I get/expect from this new thing
(see breakout below)

Now that that math is done what would those things look like?
  • attention - this is just a matter of clocking time.. at least 1 in person a week… but 2 would be better.
  • sex - at least once a week… also need to work on what kind and making it good for me first, e-function
  • affection - greeted with a kiss, left with a kiss. Greeted with touch. Frequent massage esp head rubs
  • an outlet for my darkness and creativity - scenes
  • conversation - lunches, dinners, walks, projects
  • devotion - asks permission before doing things with other peeps, dates with me come before other players (all with good manners), Always calls when plans change
  • connection (however limited) - remembers what I like, shares things

What do I have to offer?
attention, creativity, affection, sex, time, focus (caveat, this list contains only the things I think wouldn't be rejected. I also have love, companionship, partnership, excitement, and community to offer)

Also a topic to be worked on… how to not get attached? Write some rules.
  • Go at least several days a week without initiating contact.
  • Date other people


Advantages
  • attention
  • sex
  • learning how to be with someone in the moment
  • companionship


Disadvantages
  • rejection
  • attachment leading to heartbreak
  • performance anxiety

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