So I was crazy bouncy for the last several days. That was grand and I am very grateful for it. This morning I am sad though… sometime sleeping with someone is a delight and fantastic… and other times it also feels like it is a sharp bit of punctuation on my loneliness. Fiddle.
Back to manifestation work. This time for love AND sex AND friendship. Then again 2 out of three ain't bad.
In the mean time I will just try try to breath through it. Any insight on how one can deal with profound loneliness would be awesome.
It is hard not to dwell on feeling like it will be this way forever. I know it isn't true. But fuck, fuck, fuck.
What makes me feel wanted, needed, loved, desired all that. And of that stuff what can I do for myself. Accccckkkk. I need to plan better.
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