Friday, November 26, 2010

I feel dormant

Numb inside. I resent having to eat. In fact I am not going to eat this thing in front of me. Ewwwhhh and not just because it is a unappetizing frozen dinner. When I picked it out I was uninterested.

I am just not engaged with what I am doing. I am fixated on stuff that is totally inapproriate for work or family time. I can't speak and all I really want to do is go dance, draw or fuck.

Arrrrrgggggghhhhh. This is crazy.

Wound up with no focus is no fun.

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