Monday, November 12, 2007

Anxiety City

I don't know what the deal is but I am a twitchy over thinking idiot. Insomniac'ed all Saturday night and I am drowning myself in escapist nonsense. What am I avoiding... beyond exercise, which is ridiculous as it will only make me feel better. Or is this twitchiness only about being broke? Why didn't I work on my website or just fricking relax? And when I did sleep I could feel myself oversleeping (when weird dream start) and I made myself get up. Sleeping for more than 8 or so hours always just seems depressive and lame to me. Ahhhhgggggrrg. I need to do something that makes me feel okay in my own skin... I am thinking heavy exercise is the answer.

Or introspection, or just about anything.

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