December 11, 2006 - What the fuck

I have come to the point where I don't want to even be here. I am bored. Unchallenged. And when I am not I am being dealt with silly unorganized non-sense. I would like to be part of a tight ship where I push myself and try to achieve new things. This place isn't it. I have now spent a year in a broken machine wait for that wonderous day when it will work and this day isn't it.