So I suck, but it is time to get over that

My house is a mess. I lasted less than a day on my new diet. The diet food I bought is rotting in my fridge and I haven't exercised for shit. And I spent the weekend on my ass. Oh, and my rent check bounced and I haven't called any of my friends back. And the negative nelly's at work have been all loud and proud and are doing an excellent job of getting me down.

Now that I have had a proper pity party and sucked down a mocha (small) I have to change this crap. No I really really do.

I need to :

• Clean the house
• do the laundry
• not eat crap
• exercise 30 min
• Call / Contact at least 3 people

Today! Okay so maybe this post is just me trying to pressure and pep talk myself into doing anything besides wandering home and lolly gagging around with my website (which I also need to finish) and cheerlead my self into action — any action.