January 25, 2007 - Gross

I feel sad and angry. Disheartened. I have worked here a year and a month and we are still taking about How we do our jobs to get by and not even on how to do them better/smarter. Or for pete's sake just spending our time doing our jobs. I am also feel like the "quality" of the work coming my way is sucking more and more. I have no desire to be someone's file/layout janitor. I am good at what I do. I have experience, enthusiasim and expertise. I am logical, methodical and results oriented with a bussiness needs focus. I am under utilized in the situation here. My skills are rusticating. The work I am offered does not enable me to increase my skill set or add value for the business. I am increasingly asking myself if I belong here. This is sad for me. Very sadd. Just now someone came by and asked about OCR cababilities. - I had knowledge. I felt totally uncomfortable being able to share. I feel icky. Stupid and icky.